my day out during Raya

last week,i had 2 days holiday during Raya...
as u know i dun have any entertainment...
so i went for movie with my family at 1u >>>"Final Destination"...
the movie wasnt as nice as what i expected...
the story was short and the story was juz similar with the previous episods..
nothing special...
we reached there at about 4pm
walked around the mall...
i saw something which really attract my attention...
i saw DKNY perfume...
which are 4 small bottles in a package with different smell
i love things which is small and cute...
but after i tried all of them,only the 1st bottle suits me...
so i didnt buy...
then went to Padini (my favourite shop) ...
bought a jacket...
when i was searching for my size ,a guy was looking at me in a strange way...
at last i realized he is the staff in that shop...
he wanted to help me ...haha
after the movie we straight away went home...
the next day...
guess where did i went...
1u again...
hahahaha...
i loves 1u so much...
the next day i went with mummy...
i was too enjoyed at the moment
i bought 2 clothes,1 jeans,1 pair of shoes.....
and..............................
the item i wanted the most.....













DKNY fresh blossom

i love it so much...
at last i bought it...
happy......:D


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8 months...
the journey full of tears,happiness and the sweetest memories which i have ever had...
i dunno whether am i the right person for u...
and i dunno what can i do with the present situation...
the only thing i can say is thank u for eveything...
i am still waiting...

holiday

my holiday is going to end in 2 weeks time

actually is......im goin to finish my work in 2 weeks

yuhoooo....

can take my salary and go for shopping...

talk a little bit about my working life...

the 1st day i went there,nothing much to do...

only clear Avent stock bcoz we need to return to the supplier...

damn tired to moved the big boxes...

the staffs over there are quite nice...

but some of them aren't that nice.....

they will ask u to do something which they can do it easily...

but they are lazy to do it themselve...

stupid...

this job actually required a lot of energy

especially when we need to moved the baby cot...

oh my god...

my hands can brake into 2...

but overall,it was good to work at there...

can see many cute babies...

she was my dear's classmate in english course

and she was sitting infront of me when we had combined class...

but i didnt know that she was pregnant...:D

her son damn cute....!!!

how good to have a kid like hers...

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by the way,im going for movie 2mrw...

finally can take a rest...

have to appreciate my holiday...

only 2 days...:(

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear...

i miss u...

downtown

i am freaking disappointed now!!!

i hate those things...

i am extremely down...

what time is it?

its party time...

my final exam for 1st sem is over...is over...

finally...

but the last paper was juz like shit...

everyone dont understand what the question about

and we were freaking cold in the hall bcoz it was raining..

i walked out of the hall in almost 1 hour++ bcoz it was cold and i dunno how to answer...

forget about it...

thats nonsense...

after the exam...

we decided to have our lunch at 1u...
we walked around for almost 1 hour and half...

i saw many clothes and shoes....

oh my oh my...

i cant tolerate...

i tried on one of the clothes..its 60% discount...

but they told me need member card or i have to buy a normal price item...

shit...

i wan that cloth...!!

arghhh...

then we went to Bar-B-Q Plaza for our lunch since everyone is hungry...

yuhoo...

we ordered 1 set of pork and 1 set of seafood...

after that,we started to enjoy our lunch...

it was delicious but the vegetable was too much...

almost like a small hill...:D

after lunch...

we took some photos in toilet...

we spent almost 20 mins in the toilet...

then we walked around again coz my friend ,Chin was searching for a shop...

about 3pm...

i left after i bought something...

today i am happy bcoz i could hang out with them...

i had a great time...

may & san are busy with their food

me & jia as well

chin,san & may

by the way,im going to have 1 month holiday...

and i went for interview yesterday...

i found a job nearby my college...

im goin to work with Chin...

1st job for me...

i made the decision is bcoz of i have nothing to do during holiday + i am alone...

its better to work and earn some money...

actually i afraid i cant afford it...

coz the working hour is quite long...

whatever,i will do it...

its only 1 month...

and i am disappointed bcoz of something........:(

darkness

again...
i woke up in a shock condition...
this is the 2nd time in this week...
it was more scary than nightmare...
can u understand the feeling?
can u imagine?
when u got whatever u want in the dream and u lose all of them when u woke up...?
i wanna cry...
i was searching for someone who can make me calm when i woke up,
but the house was empty...
only me...
i'm the only person at home...
and i should get up and make myself calm...
independent huh???hell...
i need someone to sympathy me !!!
i'm not a strong person as u thought...
a little thing which is related to u could made me stay awake for the whole night to think about it...
honestly...
the distance and time made me lost my way...
i dunno what to do...
except wait,asking u to come back...
i am tired....

now you're gone

never knew how much i loved you
never knew how much i need you
now you're gone i know how much i care
deep inside
you're all i wanted
all my nights i dream about you
tell me why
why did you leave me now
whenever you are near
my eyes will be in tears
i just can't hide the pain i've got in me
you and me used to be
all the things i've never wished
now you're gone part of me
goes with you eternally
can't you see i'm in love
i just wanna be with you
now you're gone
i'm all alone
u left me with a broken heart




I've finally found a lyric which could express my feeling

finally

finally,im free from assignments and presentations...
hurray....
my gosh...
my ITH presentation...
damn nervous...
my leg was shivering when i was doing my presentation...
its pretty obvious coz i was wearing high heels...
the formal clothes made me felt uncomfortable...
i prefer casual wear..:D
b4 my turn to present,my hand kept shivering and i kept drinking water...
nervous...
i was holding my necklace for a long time which i think it could make me calm...
i didnt know what i've done infront of the class...
i juz tried to finish it soon...
haha...
whatever...
its over...!!!
final exam is coming soon...
trying hard to reach my target...
what i've promised U...
after the exam...
what to do???
im gonna be idle for whole month...
i dont want......~~~

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finally
i could talk to u...
u will never know how do i feel when i cant talk to u...
in fact,time is passing too fast...
but i feel it is slow like snail...
haiz....
no comment...
i can do nothing except keep waiting...

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and rapid KL sucks...
schedule bus???
shit.....
i wasted almost 2 hours to wait for the bus...
damn it...
it never come...
til i went to the staff room and ask...
the staff told me they went for prayer...the bus will come at 3.30...
WTF...
i was waiting since 12.30pm and now only u tell me it will come at 3.30?
hell!!!
somemore i spent RM18 for taxi...
holy shit...

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missin u like crazy...