Thursday, August 20, 2009

darkness

again...
i woke up in a shock condition...
this is the 2nd time in this week...
it was more scary than nightmare...
can u understand the feeling?
can u imagine?
when u got whatever u want in the dream and u lose all of them when u woke up...?
i wanna cry...
i was searching for someone who can make me calm when i woke up,
but the house was empty...
only me...
i'm the only person at home...
and i should get up and make myself calm...
independent huh???hell...
i need someone to sympathy me !!!
i'm not a strong person as u thought...
a little thing which is related to u could made me stay awake for the whole night to think about it...
honestly...
the distance and time made me lost my way...
i dunno what to do...
except wait,asking u to come back...
i am tired....

3 comments:

  1. i hope i can be there when u wake up..
    i hope i can make u calm..
    i hope i can do smth for u besides that just reading ur blog n can help nth~
    this make me miss the life b4
    we can saw each other everyday..
    i can help u as i can..
    dear...
    pls be strong..
    ur love will come back..
    n ur sis will oways be there for u~
    cheer up!

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  2. i agree with everything chien said..
    i really misses you..
    i hope i can do something to make you happy and calm now..but all i can do is nothing but hope you can be happy once again.. i felt so useless.. im so sorry sis..
    i hope he will be back very soon to make your life brighten and your lips curve upward again..
    be strong my dear sis..
    everything will be better..

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  3. oh my god...
    i feel lucky to have a sis like u guys...
    God still loves me...
    muackzzz...
    i hope everything will be fine...
    i believe it will...
    thx my dear sis...

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