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Am i thinking too much???

i am exhausted!!!

i dunno why u seem to be like a stranger to me sometimes

but i just know that i cant let go

i have no other choices

wish u could understand...

i need P-R-I-V-A-C-Y!!!!

Chinese New Year...wuhoo~

finally chinese new year break past...
nothing special for me during cny...
but its just for me to rest...
the day before cny,went to grandma's hse for reunion dinner...
and of course angpao la...:D
in the middle of the night,prepared for prayer...
fireworks started to play and all of us was standing in front of the house to enjoy the fireworks...
2am we went back home and started to prepare for welcoming 'cai shen'...
went to bed at 3.30am after finished all the works...

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first day of cny=valentine's day
same routine like every year we did...
same places,same activities...
but had a very lonely valentine.
fortunately he came online at the night to talk to me...

we were doing the same thing til the 6th day...
gamble,eat,drink,visiting relatives....
til the 7th day,went to my uncle's hse in Desapark City...
drank with my aunty sice she kept nagging that no1 accompany her to drink.
i drank almost 3 glass of Cordon Bleu...
its not that bad actually but i dont like to drink alcohol...
reached home at 2am that day

and i am wondering why i didnt even feel dizzy after drinking the 3 glasses of alcohol...


the next day,went to my dad friend's hse...
of course the adults were gamble over there...
and my bro was the only half adult who gamble with them...:D
one of the uncle is so damn funny,
i cant stop laughing when he started to talk..
actually......he never stop talking for a min...
then we went for dinner nearby ss2...
the dinner cost 2000++
but nothing special,for me it doesnt worth this price...
after dinner,went to grandma's hse again for prayer...
which is very important prayer for Hokkien...
the fireworks was everywhere...it was like a war...
but it was beautiful...

college reopen day....
ponteng!!!
bcoz last night went to bed very late...
luckily i didnt go to college bcoz i heard that the classes was cancelled...
aduii~
everytime cancel class.....
they cancel class more than i ponteng class....
haiz...

but today everything become normal again...

im waiting for July......
cant wait for him to come back...

it's SALES_a new beginning_a new stage

its along time i haven update my blog...
im backkkk~
today is already the 2nd week of year 2010...
time goes fly...
hmm...
i had a lonely Christmas and New Year actually...
felt like im wasnt in a good mood to hang out with friends
just wanted to stay alone in my own world...
and i felt like i had wasted my holiday...
i should go to work and earn money but i sleep ,eat and watched TV everyday at home
but then i do shop a lot during holiday..
hoho~
1U ,1U, and 1U...
i have no idea why i love 1U so much
Padini,Voir,Nichii,Kitchen,Vincci...
OMG...
SALES...
70%...
i bought almost 8 clothes for new year
4 pants
3 pairs of shoes...
haha...
happy~
but of course spent quite a lot of money
need to earn back...

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our 3rd sem started few days ago...
feel happy and fresh to meet my friends again...
but i went for driving test on wednesday...
failed...!
2nd day...
went to college early in the morning and we received a big surprise....
CLASS CANCELLED...
holly shit...
what for i woke up and come to college?!
somemore have to waste money for taxi and bus...
this is what our college always gives us...
a terrible time table and a 'big' surprise...
this sem group A had divided into 2 group...
im seperate with Chin and Ling..
my god~
how am i supposed to live in that group???
result revealed...
1A,1C+
it was out of my expectation...
i got A for CUIT?!?!
our assignment was messed up.!
whatever...
but i am disappointed with my result for food studies...
coz i paid a lot of attention in this subject...
wondering whats the problem..
sigh...
feel like failure...
coz u always want me to get a good result...
and i oso promised u to get it but i didnt...
anyway,i'll pay more attention in this sem...

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new year , new aim, new goal
i am happy bcoz we were so nice to each other these day=no argument
i really learned a lot from u...
i know how to tolerate and be understanding...
not acting like a child...although sometimes i am still like a child
both of us know how much u did and changed for me
and i did as well...
2nd year of our relationship...
i really appreciate...
bcoz no1 ever make me feel this way..
be mine always~
wish u could come back and be with me during new year...