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Am i thinking too much???

i am exhausted!!!

i dunno why u seem to be like a stranger to me sometimes

but i just know that i cant let go

i have no other choices

wish u could understand...

i need P-R-I-V-A-C-Y!!!!

Chinese New Year...wuhoo~

finally chinese new year break past...
nothing special for me during cny...
but its just for me to rest...
the day before cny,went to grandma's hse for reunion dinner...
and of course angpao la...:D
in the middle of the night,prepared for prayer...
fireworks started to play and all of us was standing in front of the house to enjoy the fireworks...
2am we went back home and started to prepare for welcoming 'cai shen'...
went to bed at 3.30am after finished all the works...

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first day of cny=valentine's day
same routine like every year we did...
same places,same activities...
but had a very lonely valentine.
fortunately he came online at the night to talk to me...

we were doing the same thing til the 6th day...
gamble,eat,drink,visiting relatives....
til the 7th day,went to my uncle's hse in Desapark City...
drank with my aunty sice she kept nagging that no1 accompany her to drink.
i drank almost 3 glass of Cordon Bleu...
its not that bad actually but i dont like to drink alcohol...
reached home at 2am that day

and i am wondering why i didnt even feel dizzy after drinking the 3 glasses of alcohol...


the next day,went to my dad friend's hse...
of course the adults were gamble over there...
and my bro was the only half adult who gamble with them...:D
one of the uncle is so damn funny,
i cant stop laughing when he started to talk..
actually......he never stop talking for a min...
then we went for dinner nearby ss2...
the dinner cost 2000++
but nothing special,for me it doesnt worth this price...
after dinner,went to grandma's hse again for prayer...
which is very important prayer for Hokkien...
the fireworks was everywhere...it was like a war...
but it was beautiful...

college reopen day....
ponteng!!!
bcoz last night went to bed very late...
luckily i didnt go to college bcoz i heard that the classes was cancelled...
aduii~
everytime cancel class.....
they cancel class more than i ponteng class....
haiz...

but today everything become normal again...

im waiting for July......
cant wait for him to come back...

it's SALES_a new beginning_a new stage

its along time i haven update my blog...
im backkkk~
today is already the 2nd week of year 2010...
time goes fly...
hmm...
i had a lonely Christmas and New Year actually...
felt like im wasnt in a good mood to hang out with friends
just wanted to stay alone in my own world...
and i felt like i had wasted my holiday...
i should go to work and earn money but i sleep ,eat and watched TV everyday at home
but then i do shop a lot during holiday..
hoho~
1U ,1U, and 1U...
i have no idea why i love 1U so much
Padini,Voir,Nichii,Kitchen,Vincci...
OMG...
SALES...
70%...
i bought almost 8 clothes for new year
4 pants
3 pairs of shoes...
haha...
happy~
but of course spent quite a lot of money
need to earn back...

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our 3rd sem started few days ago...
feel happy and fresh to meet my friends again...
but i went for driving test on wednesday...
failed...!
2nd day...
went to college early in the morning and we received a big surprise....
CLASS CANCELLED...
holly shit...
what for i woke up and come to college?!
somemore have to waste money for taxi and bus...
this is what our college always gives us...
a terrible time table and a 'big' surprise...
this sem group A had divided into 2 group...
im seperate with Chin and Ling..
my god~
how am i supposed to live in that group???
result revealed...
1A,1C+
it was out of my expectation...
i got A for CUIT?!?!
our assignment was messed up.!
whatever...
but i am disappointed with my result for food studies...
coz i paid a lot of attention in this subject...
wondering whats the problem..
sigh...
feel like failure...
coz u always want me to get a good result...
and i oso promised u to get it but i didnt...
anyway,i'll pay more attention in this sem...

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new year , new aim, new goal
i am happy bcoz we were so nice to each other these day=no argument
i really learned a lot from u...
i know how to tolerate and be understanding...
not acting like a child...although sometimes i am still like a child
both of us know how much u did and changed for me
and i did as well...
2nd year of our relationship...
i really appreciate...
bcoz no1 ever make me feel this way..
be mine always~
wish u could come back and be with me during new year...

twilight saga-new moon

went for movie at 1u last saturday with mummy and bro...

twilight saga-new moon...

actually wanted to go with my boy but he wasnt here...

thats why...

but i still prefer the previous episod...

this episod is showing more on their relation.

the end of the movie reminded me a lot of things..

especially when Edward asked Bella to wait for him for 5 years...

actually this movie is more suitable for couples...

but i dont have anyone to accompany me,so i asked mummy to go with me...

she kept complained that the story was too slow motion...

kept telling that boring...

haha~

after movie,went for lunch-Pizza hut...

then shopping hour!!!

i bought a shirt for myself...

i wanted to buy a pair of shoes but we need to get back home at 4...

mummy bought 2 FILA shirts...70% discount...quite worth...

i still remembered the 1st time she went to the same shop...

it was so crowded...

and she disappeared in front of us in 3 seconds...

when i found her,she was searching her shirts in auntie gang...

so horrible...!

before we went home,i went to jusco to look for a bag...

mummy promised me to buy it for me as my birthday gift...

but i counldnt find it...

fine...

went to Kepong Jusco at night...

had dinner at there...

then try to look for the bag...

finally,i found 'u'...

and i bought it...

happy~

Carlo Rino bag...

i love Carlo Rino products lately...

latest me~

looking forward for the day u watch the movie with me...

up and down

i feel u walk beside me ,i know i'll see u again
tonight,i becomes a silly girl again
my tears drop for another time...
i dunno why i am so confused at this moment
i know i think too much which will make us become worse...
but when the time passed day by day,i only feel that u are one step futher from me again
wondering whether anyone of us changed?
u or me?
i felt that i am no longer important for u...
there are many things that u never pay attention on...
those are the things that make us feel strange...
i dunno how can i explain to u eventhough u ask me
feel it urself...sincerely...
u changed me and when i already get used to it,something changed and i forced to change
my god...!
wish everything will goes fine like b4...
i dun mind to give up everything...
just wish to have life like b4...
happy us...always together
when i was sad...cried in ur ams
naughty us...always do something funny
lovely u...always protect me from hurt
pity me...always bullied by u...
ii only wish to have whatt i used to have b4...
thats all...:(

HapPy sWe3t 18

finally,i am 18 ...!!!

yuhooo~

yesterday was my birthday...

at first,dad decided to buy KFC and have a simple celebration at my grandma's house...

but received aunt's call at last minute said that she wont able to come bcoz she has dinner...

so,postpone to Sunday=today afternoon.

yesterday,i went for second driving lesson...

damn tired although i've learned it b4...

after that went back home and slept for 2 hours...

at night,went for dinner with my family...

daddy brought us to Desapark city to have our dinner...

its a French restaurant...

it was a nice place...

it is facing to the lake and the night view was so nice.

the food was nice too...

i found the benefit of learning cooking class...

haha...

coz i could understand the ingredient stated in the menu...

my dishes:Carbonara

mummy's

my bro

after dinner went to selayang mall to buy mouse and earphone...

coz daddy bought a wireless modem...

so i can use my laptop already...at anytime i want...

reached home at 10 something and get ready to chat with dear...

but i told him that i wont be able to online for 1 week bcoz need to install the modem...

at last only i realized that i was cheated by my bro...

it only takes few minute to finish...

stupid~

played fb until 12am...

i sent him some msg on msn...

he reply me right after i sent the msg...

i was so happy coz i thought he wont be online...

we chat or a while

he sent me a photo and told me something which really surprise me...

he said he made a party for me over there...

although i wasnt there,but i can feel the happiness and the situation of the party..

i was soooooooo surprise...

i couldnt believe that he did that for me...

how good if u were here with me....?!

thank u so much my dear...

what u have done for me is the best memory for my birthday...
and u also gave me the best gift...

thats all i wanted the most...

thank u...:-*

Asheghetam...

this was the cake from dear...

i use it as my wallpaper

love it so much

***by the way,thanks for my friends and those who

sent me the wishes on fb and sms...

thank guys...

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and today...

had a very simple celebration at grandma's house...

received many 'ang pao' ...

haha....

got money to shopping ady...

haha...

my birthday cake from family...

just now went for dinner with my uncles and aunts...

they treat me as my birthday present...

thank them so much...coz it wasnt cheap...

quite expensive...

paiseh...

thats all for my birthday celebrations...

hope my wishes will come true and have a happy birthday...

thanks again guys...

and of course my boy for giving me an unforgettable memory...

good night...sweet dream...

relax~peace

hey...
its a long time that i haven update my blog due to assignment and exams...
becoz this sem is a short sem and its only 2 months...
so,everything have to rush...
finally having holiday now...
thank God..
i really need rest...
this sem...for me i dont really like it...
although food studies practical class is quite fun but another subject made me lose my temper.
assignment...like rubbish + group member problem...
thats enough to make me crazy...
somemore the lecturer kept asked us to see her and talk about the problem
hell! i dont think there is anything to explain anymore...
my mood spoiled becoz of this matter.
nonsense...

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today is my last day for this sem = last exam day = food studies practical exam
it was full of fun..
i was too excited b4 the exam...
my station was in the cold kitchen and only me and Yuki are there
so it was quite peace and i could concentrate on my works..
my dessert >>> chocolate mousse...
very successful coz it wasnt too thick...:D
chickpeas salad and fillet as main course.
luckily i could finish b4 1.30pm...
i dont know why i put my dishes at the 1st table..
and an indian lecturer came and sit at my place
then only i know he is the judge for my dishes.
my god...
he asked me so many question that i dunno how to answer...
he was so strict...
i lose most of my marks becoz of him...
or maybe my dishes wasnt delicious at all...:(
whatever...
i aim A for this subject,i hope i can get it.

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last week,went to my cousin sis's college.
she is going to graduate on this coming January
she is taking fashion design course.
so i went to be her model...:D
i met her friends from high sku...
they are so nice and of course leng lui...
its actually a good experience for me:)
i loves to stay infront of camera.
i wish i could do something to make my life become busy
then i wont always think about the thing which will make me sad

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i am out of my mood right now...
i feel the only thing that i want being far and far away from me
in a short time...
why its like u always forget what did u told me?
and i should accept the decision u made????
i am selfish but i really dont want to be in this situation anymore...!!!!