relax~peace

hey...
its a long time that i haven update my blog due to assignment and exams...
becoz this sem is a short sem and its only 2 months...
so,everything have to rush...
finally having holiday now...
thank God..
i really need rest...
this sem...for me i dont really like it...
although food studies practical class is quite fun but another subject made me lose my temper.
assignment...like rubbish + group member problem...
thats enough to make me crazy...
somemore the lecturer kept asked us to see her and talk about the problem
hell! i dont think there is anything to explain anymore...
my mood spoiled becoz of this matter.
nonsense...

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today is my last day for this sem = last exam day = food studies practical exam
it was full of fun..
i was too excited b4 the exam...
my station was in the cold kitchen and only me and Yuki are there
so it was quite peace and i could concentrate on my works..
my dessert >>> chocolate mousse...
very successful coz it wasnt too thick...:D
chickpeas salad and fillet as main course.
luckily i could finish b4 1.30pm...
i dont know why i put my dishes at the 1st table..
and an indian lecturer came and sit at my place
then only i know he is the judge for my dishes.
my god...
he asked me so many question that i dunno how to answer...
he was so strict...
i lose most of my marks becoz of him...
or maybe my dishes wasnt delicious at all...:(
whatever...
i aim A for this subject,i hope i can get it.

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last week,went to my cousin sis's college.
she is going to graduate on this coming January
she is taking fashion design course.
so i went to be her model...:D
i met her friends from high sku...
they are so nice and of course leng lui...
its actually a good experience for me:)
i loves to stay infront of camera.
i wish i could do something to make my life become busy
then i wont always think about the thing which will make me sad

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i am out of my mood right now...
i feel the only thing that i want being far and far away from me
in a short time...
why its like u always forget what did u told me?
and i should accept the decision u made????
i am selfish but i really dont want to be in this situation anymore...!!!!

recently

recently,i am busy with my study...
this semester is a short semester...
only 2 months...
and 3 weeks were gone...
gosh...
i feel stressful...
and few days ago we started to cook something in food studies practical class...
we cooked stock...
its a base for food...
this was the 1st time for me to cut the chicken ...
yiak~
it was so geli.....
after that,put all the ingredients and boil it...
thats nothing special bcoz the procedure was almost same for both of the stock...
and yesterday we learned about sauce...
we cooked 3 sauces...
1st sauce is 'Bechamel' sauce which is normally use for pasta...
and the 2nd sauce is supreme sauce...
after we made both of the sauces,we started to try the taste of our sauces...
and our chef cooked some fish and fillet for us...

haha

so good....
while waiting for chef to prepare his sauce
we juz fool around...
the sauce needs some wine to improve its flavor...
1 of our classmate has a bottle of wine in his car and he donates his wine ...
haha...
u guess what we do after he opened the bottle???
7 of us finished a bottle of wine during class...
my face was red like an apple...:D
after the class we ate the chicken cooked by chef ...
with the sauce....
it was so perfect...
we sat with few of our lecturers and chat for awhile...

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and today,

we learned about soup...
vegetable soup with pasta inside there...



and the soup we wanted to learn the most......


mushroom soup

and the last one


leek and potato soup

i am killing myself to remember all the steps
i am going to cook for someone :-*

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obviously,
im not in a good mood these day.
my study,the distance,the feeling of missing u...
i feel so stress bcoz of these things...
and yesterday...
my mum told me something and made me really lose my temper...
who u all think u are???
I am killing myself to tolerate the distance and study hard...
I dont even dare to cry in front of u all when i am sad...
I am just waiting for what I want...
I dont need comments from u all...
I know what am I doing!!!!
no matter what will happen in the future,it's my problem...
keep ur mouth shut...
bcoz u all are elder than me and I respect u all ,thats y i keep quiet...
dont force me to be cruel...
last 2 week,i got my result for last semester...
i got 3A,1B...
its all bcoz of 1 of ur sentence...
i did my revision everyday
and i did it,i did what I've promised u and u are the only one who will appreciate what I've done..
I am happy bcoz u are happy bcoz of me,and i really made u proud of me...
I will keep it up til I get the best result...
thank you dear...

I'm already there

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her sayI love you one more time
But when he heard the sound of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I knowI'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll bein your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the lightand close your eyes

Oh I’m already there
Don’t make a sound
I’m the beat in your heart
I’m the moonlight shining down
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I’ll be with you wherever you are

new sem new subject new life

2day i started my 2nd semester ...
damn boring coz our classs has divided into 2 groups...
that means 1 group only has 8 person...
how are we going to concentrate in class???
im sure it will be too too too boring and sleepy...
food studies theory class only 5 students attended the class...
i wanted to sleep but the lecturer was looking at me...
and the morning class has cancelled....
so we have to stay in the college until 2pm for the last class...
holy shit..
3 hours....
then me,Chin and Yen Pin went to centerpoint ...
bought waffer as my breakfast..
went to Twins Baby for awhile...
met Jimmy...
he kept asking me to go Iran and calling me Iran...
haha....
he is damn funny...
i dont feel like working anymore...
lazy + dear and mummy asked me to concentrate on my study ...
i think i'll listen to them...
i always listen to them...:D

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today i saw someone when i had my lunch at MCD...
i dunno how to describe my feeling...
i can say that is hate...
i dun even want to look at him...
as my boy ordered me not to talk to him...
i was thinking why he can stay here and do whatever he likes...
and i should being apart with my boy...
it shouldnt be like this...
the world is upside down...
wrong can be right and right can be wrong...
the world is gonna end...

my day out during Raya

last week,i had 2 days holiday during Raya...
as u know i dun have any entertainment...
so i went for movie with my family at 1u >>>"Final Destination"...
the movie wasnt as nice as what i expected...
the story was short and the story was juz similar with the previous episods..
nothing special...
we reached there at about 4pm
walked around the mall...
i saw something which really attract my attention...
i saw DKNY perfume...
which are 4 small bottles in a package with different smell
i love things which is small and cute...
but after i tried all of them,only the 1st bottle suits me...
so i didnt buy...
then went to Padini (my favourite shop) ...
bought a jacket...
when i was searching for my size ,a guy was looking at me in a strange way...
at last i realized he is the staff in that shop...
he wanted to help me ...haha
after the movie we straight away went home...
the next day...
guess where did i went...
1u again...
hahahaha...
i loves 1u so much...
the next day i went with mummy...
i was too enjoyed at the moment
i bought 2 clothes,1 jeans,1 pair of shoes.....
and..............................
the item i wanted the most.....













DKNY fresh blossom

i love it so much...
at last i bought it...
happy......:D


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8 months...
the journey full of tears,happiness and the sweetest memories which i have ever had...
i dunno whether am i the right person for u...
and i dunno what can i do with the present situation...
the only thing i can say is thank u for eveything...
i am still waiting...

holiday

my holiday is going to end in 2 weeks time

actually is......im goin to finish my work in 2 weeks

yuhoooo....

can take my salary and go for shopping...

talk a little bit about my working life...

the 1st day i went there,nothing much to do...

only clear Avent stock bcoz we need to return to the supplier...

damn tired to moved the big boxes...

the staffs over there are quite nice...

but some of them aren't that nice.....

they will ask u to do something which they can do it easily...

but they are lazy to do it themselve...

stupid...

this job actually required a lot of energy

especially when we need to moved the baby cot...

oh my god...

my hands can brake into 2...

but overall,it was good to work at there...

can see many cute babies...

she was my dear's classmate in english course

and she was sitting infront of me when we had combined class...

but i didnt know that she was pregnant...:D

her son damn cute....!!!

how good to have a kid like hers...

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by the way,im going for movie 2mrw...

finally can take a rest...

have to appreciate my holiday...

only 2 days...:(

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear...

i miss u...

downtown

i am freaking disappointed now!!!

i hate those things...

i am extremely down...