time > killer

sigh...

almost 2 weeks i am alone here..

i still cant get used to the days without u..

the time goes too slow these day...

1 hour juz like a day...

i did everything to make myself not to think about it,

but i cant!!!

the image when u left was in my mind all the time..

i cant control myself..

i only have 1 question which i always wanted to ask u..

when will u come back?

i afraid i annoy u with this question

thats why i dont ask u everytime when we talked.

honestly,i already lose my confident..

u told me u will come back soon..

u gave me hope..

but i dont dare to believe it...

what if it takes 3 months,6 months or more?

i felt silly for myself when i cried after u left...

u used to wipe my tears whenever i cried..

but now...

i should do it myself...

i hate it too much...

i hate being alone and without u...

i dont want to be alone anymore...

what can i do????

i can do nothing...

when will be the end of this suffering days????

i wanna cry out loud but im out of energy!!!