Sunday, July 5, 2009

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weekend....T.T
next week gonna be the 2nd week of July..
the time goes damn fast..
and i juz like did nothing...
last week,we sat a test for English To Hospitality..
next week we hav a test again...
and assignment...
im gonna be busy in tis month..
huh~
And i was not in a good mood yesterday...
i dunno why i couldnt smile although i forced myself to smile..
moody~
for others, maybe they felt annoyed bcoz i showed my sour face without any reason..
hey....
it wasnt under my control...!!!
u think i like to show my sour face and spoil the atmosphere???
i wanted to pretend,but yesterday i dun even can pretend in front of my family...
but i dun need sympathy from u guys...
i could survive without that...
ur sympathy made me feel disgusting....
vomit~
i fallen in sick for almost 2 weeks...
coughing is annoying me...
my lung became weak bcoz of coughing...:(
everyday have to take tablets...
my god...!!!!
God bless me....
hope i will get better soon....


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Guys,
what do u think about ur future?
do u have any idea about ur future?
im afraid of future whenever i thought about it...
i couldnt see my future....
bcoz i believe,
the more u deserve,the more u feel disappointed...
its good to imagine a good future....
but what if it dont comes true?
whatever....
i juz want to do my best in every part...
and appreciate whatever i hav now...
be happy,enjoy my life and be the best for u...
Good luck guys....




_Gillian_

3 comments:

  1. gillian..
    recently u really change a lot..
    bt i dun noe what had happen to u..
    u r not like the gillian b4..
    i dunno wats wrong with u..
    bt if u need help im oways beside u~~
    be hapi^^ muackzzz~

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  2. gill.. everyone has thought of their future..that is a definite. i thought of it every single day. it's good to think about it sometimes. if it really didn't comes true in the furue, we have no choice but to learn how to confront it. face the reality, the fact that hit real hard on our face. that's the reality of the world. don't stress out yourself by thinking too much..ok? chien is right. you really have changed a lot. have become a total different person. anyway, we HOPE will always stand besides you no matter who you are, how much you've changed or where you are. love you sis~

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  3. ok...thx sis...
    i will always remember that HOPE will beside me no matter what happen...
    and i am fine now...
    sorry for made u being worried...
    muackzzz...

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