what time is it?

its party time...

my final exam for 1st sem is over...is over...

finally...

but the last paper was juz like shit...

everyone dont understand what the question about

and we were freaking cold in the hall bcoz it was raining..

i walked out of the hall in almost 1 hour++ bcoz it was cold and i dunno how to answer...

forget about it...

thats nonsense...

after the exam...

we decided to have our lunch at 1u...
we walked around for almost 1 hour and half...

i saw many clothes and shoes....

oh my oh my...

i cant tolerate...

i tried on one of the clothes..its 60% discount...

but they told me need member card or i have to buy a normal price item...

shit...

i wan that cloth...!!

arghhh...

then we went to Bar-B-Q Plaza for our lunch since everyone is hungry...

yuhoo...

we ordered 1 set of pork and 1 set of seafood...

after that,we started to enjoy our lunch...

it was delicious but the vegetable was too much...

almost like a small hill...:D

after lunch...

we took some photos in toilet...

we spent almost 20 mins in the toilet...

then we walked around again coz my friend ,Chin was searching for a shop...

about 3pm...

i left after i bought something...

today i am happy bcoz i could hang out with them...

i had a great time...

may & san are busy with their food

me & jia as well

chin,san & may

by the way,im going to have 1 month holiday...

and i went for interview yesterday...

i found a job nearby my college...

im goin to work with Chin...

1st job for me...

i made the decision is bcoz of i have nothing to do during holiday + i am alone...

its better to work and earn some money...

actually i afraid i cant afford it...

coz the working hour is quite long...

whatever,i will do it...

its only 1 month...

and i am disappointed bcoz of something........:(

darkness

again...
i woke up in a shock condition...
this is the 2nd time in this week...
it was more scary than nightmare...
can u understand the feeling?
can u imagine?
when u got whatever u want in the dream and u lose all of them when u woke up...?
i wanna cry...
i was searching for someone who can make me calm when i woke up,
but the house was empty...
only me...
i'm the only person at home...
and i should get up and make myself calm...
independent huh???hell...
i need someone to sympathy me !!!
i'm not a strong person as u thought...
a little thing which is related to u could made me stay awake for the whole night to think about it...
honestly...
the distance and time made me lost my way...
i dunno what to do...
except wait,asking u to come back...
i am tired....

now you're gone

never knew how much i loved you
never knew how much i need you
now you're gone i know how much i care
deep inside
you're all i wanted
all my nights i dream about you
tell me why
why did you leave me now
whenever you are near
my eyes will be in tears
i just can't hide the pain i've got in me
you and me used to be
all the things i've never wished
now you're gone part of me
goes with you eternally
can't you see i'm in love
i just wanna be with you
now you're gone
i'm all alone
u left me with a broken heart




I've finally found a lyric which could express my feeling

finally

finally,im free from assignments and presentations...
hurray....
my gosh...
my ITH presentation...
damn nervous...
my leg was shivering when i was doing my presentation...
its pretty obvious coz i was wearing high heels...
the formal clothes made me felt uncomfortable...
i prefer casual wear..:D
b4 my turn to present,my hand kept shivering and i kept drinking water...
nervous...
i was holding my necklace for a long time which i think it could make me calm...
i didnt know what i've done infront of the class...
i juz tried to finish it soon...
haha...
whatever...
its over...!!!
final exam is coming soon...
trying hard to reach my target...
what i've promised U...
after the exam...
what to do???
im gonna be idle for whole month...
i dont want......~~~

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finally
i could talk to u...
u will never know how do i feel when i cant talk to u...
in fact,time is passing too fast...
but i feel it is slow like snail...
haiz....
no comment...
i can do nothing except keep waiting...

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and rapid KL sucks...
schedule bus???
shit.....
i wasted almost 2 hours to wait for the bus...
damn it...
it never come...
til i went to the staff room and ask...
the staff told me they went for prayer...the bus will come at 3.30...
WTF...
i was waiting since 12.30pm and now only u tell me it will come at 3.30?
hell!!!
somemore i spent RM18 for taxi...
holy shit...

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missin u like crazy...

dream comes true

i feel u these days...
my hope is coming back...
i can feel the hope...
tell me my dream will comes true...
tell me everything will be fine...



i miss u more than word can say....




when will it comes true???

wondering

i try to read
i go to work
im laughing with my friends
but i cant stop to keep myself from thinking
i wonder how
i wonder why
i wonder where they are
the days we had ,the songs we sang together....

busy busy

we are in August now...
i dunno whether the time goes fast or slow..
for me,it was too slow...
argh...
only 2 weeks past...
6 weeks more....:((
i am busying for my assignments and presentations recently...
damn tired...
chien,i think u r right...
its better that u do everything rather than let ur partners do it...
i dun wanna take the risk...
i only trust myself...
im goin to be free after this week...
but final exam is coming...
i have no feeling about that...
i juz hope the time goes faster when i am alone here...
bcoz i hate this feeling...:(



sem break is coming.....hohoho...
my sis and me will be free at the same time...
hoho...ktv and shopping hour....
waiting for u sis...



i miss u...
waiting for u...