confusing

time goes fly..
June has started..
and my class has started 1 month ago...
wat did i learned?
actually i dunno..
the lesson was easy but when u wanna remember it,
it was too difficult..
phase test is goin to start in 1 week..
but i noe i can do it..:p
and our course doesnt like a main course..
we have trip every week..
we r goin to Beryl Chocolate Factory next thursday..
but our Genting trip has canceled..
bcoz the head of department doesnt allow us to go for fun..
except we go for education purpose...
other than that,my time table is juz like shit...
we should stay until 5pm..
but b4 our class we have 3 hours break...
my gosh..
i can take my nap for 3 hours..
but i can do nothing in the college...
juz day dreaming...
miss someone..
and kill myself to pass the time...:((
we were look like zombie 2 days ago..
our class started at 9 but finished at 5..
everyone was goin to faint..
and i couldnt get anything from the lecturer bcoz my brain was sleeping
haha..
and we ditch our class on friday..
damn boring..
and i ditch the 2nd class too..
the lecturer was searching for me.
whatever,i felt worthful to ditch the class..
its juz a presentation exercise..
and most important its bcoz of u..





am i made u too important for myself??
bcoz i saw someone's PM wrote:is not that ur partner doesnt care about u,is u made them too important for urself...
i think so..
but i think tis is the way to love someone..
love is always blind..
u could do whatever to make them happy..
u r sad when they r sad..
bcoz everything is not only for urself..
u involved in their problem too..
everything should be equal...
now i realized y u always said everything should be equal..
if one of us pay less attention..
everything will change..
maybe i am selfish..
in my point of view,sometimes is neccessary to be selfish..
bcoz if u dont think for urself..
no1 is goin to think about u..
so,whatever i have i want it all...
i dont like to share with others..
but of course i will learn to be understanding..
what i promised..



weekend again...
i wanna watch 'night at the musium 2' and 'the brother's bloom'..
i watched 'terminator salvation' with my family last week.
the movie was nice but a little confuse
now i should watch 1-3 episode again to understand the story..:(
erm...
goin to off now..
exciting bcoz of the trip..
wait for my chocolate ya~
bye..