recently

recently,i am busy with my study...
this semester is a short semester...
only 2 months...
and 3 weeks were gone...
gosh...
i feel stressful...
and few days ago we started to cook something in food studies practical class...
we cooked stock...
its a base for food...
this was the 1st time for me to cut the chicken ...
yiak~
it was so geli.....
after that,put all the ingredients and boil it...
thats nothing special bcoz the procedure was almost same for both of the stock...
and yesterday we learned about sauce...
we cooked 3 sauces...
1st sauce is 'Bechamel' sauce which is normally use for pasta...
and the 2nd sauce is supreme sauce...
after we made both of the sauces,we started to try the taste of our sauces...
and our chef cooked some fish and fillet for us...

haha

so good....
while waiting for chef to prepare his sauce
we juz fool around...
the sauce needs some wine to improve its flavor...
1 of our classmate has a bottle of wine in his car and he donates his wine ...
haha...
u guess what we do after he opened the bottle???
7 of us finished a bottle of wine during class...
my face was red like an apple...:D
after the class we ate the chicken cooked by chef ...
with the sauce....
it was so perfect...
we sat with few of our lecturers and chat for awhile...

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and today,

we learned about soup...
vegetable soup with pasta inside there...



and the soup we wanted to learn the most......


mushroom soup

and the last one


leek and potato soup

i am killing myself to remember all the steps
i am going to cook for someone :-*

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obviously,
im not in a good mood these day.
my study,the distance,the feeling of missing u...
i feel so stress bcoz of these things...
and yesterday...
my mum told me something and made me really lose my temper...
who u all think u are???
I am killing myself to tolerate the distance and study hard...
I dont even dare to cry in front of u all when i am sad...
I am just waiting for what I want...
I dont need comments from u all...
I know what am I doing!!!!
no matter what will happen in the future,it's my problem...
keep ur mouth shut...
bcoz u all are elder than me and I respect u all ,thats y i keep quiet...
dont force me to be cruel...
last 2 week,i got my result for last semester...
i got 3A,1B...
its all bcoz of 1 of ur sentence...
i did my revision everyday
and i did it,i did what I've promised u and u are the only one who will appreciate what I've done..
I am happy bcoz u are happy bcoz of me,and i really made u proud of me...
I will keep it up til I get the best result...
thank you dear...

I'm already there

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her sayI love you one more time
But when he heard the sound of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I knowI'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll bein your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the lightand close your eyes

Oh I’m already there
Don’t make a sound
I’m the beat in your heart
I’m the moonlight shining down
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I’ll be with you wherever you are

new sem new subject new life

2day i started my 2nd semester ...
damn boring coz our classs has divided into 2 groups...
that means 1 group only has 8 person...
how are we going to concentrate in class???
im sure it will be too too too boring and sleepy...
food studies theory class only 5 students attended the class...
i wanted to sleep but the lecturer was looking at me...
and the morning class has cancelled....
so we have to stay in the college until 2pm for the last class...
holy shit..
3 hours....
then me,Chin and Yen Pin went to centerpoint ...
bought waffer as my breakfast..
went to Twins Baby for awhile...
met Jimmy...
he kept asking me to go Iran and calling me Iran...
haha....
he is damn funny...
i dont feel like working anymore...
lazy + dear and mummy asked me to concentrate on my study ...
i think i'll listen to them...
i always listen to them...:D

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today i saw someone when i had my lunch at MCD...
i dunno how to describe my feeling...
i can say that is hate...
i dun even want to look at him...
as my boy ordered me not to talk to him...
i was thinking why he can stay here and do whatever he likes...
and i should being apart with my boy...
it shouldnt be like this...
the world is upside down...
wrong can be right and right can be wrong...
the world is gonna end...